#i wna write. like. original stories or idk stuff w characters i like or. idk really just anything !
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hdkfjalskdf just thinking of. video games or wtvr stories in general n my heart is just so full of them :((
#🌙.rambles#thinking of hermes again T_T n then.. gbf oh my godddd wmtsb WHAT MAKES THE SKY BLUE#i wna write. like. original stories or idk stuff w characters i like or. idk really just anything !#bcs everyday when i go through every single day there's just. so much in my mind that#last year managing all that was so tiring esp bcs my sleep was so messed up but this year is different#since i've been sleeping much better so i have more energy to manage it better but#it's still. very overwhelming but yeah basically i can manage it better#being productive w school or wtvr but at the same time idk! there's so much i want to do n so much i do at the same time#whenever i just go through my day normally i notice mundane things that give me inspo? n then everything in me or around me invokes like#idk i think a lot of stories n i really soar high w that but i'm also firmly rooted to the ground n#it's just confusing bcs it's overwhelming but i manage somehow wtf i think maybe i'm just more sensitive to all these things rn#i don't know how to write it properly bcs i can't relate myself to others that much bcs i don't. interact w a lot of kinds of people#mostly just observing n then even w the friends i have#i'm srs not very social i don't typically go out of my way to message ppl but it's not bcs i don't like it. nah i really genuinely like it#but. IDK HOW TO SAY IT BUT YK.. i'm introverted fr n also rlly shy n anxious at times :c#but honestly it also depends bcs ik i have apollo after all n i think our relationship as twins is. really special in this lonely world :^)#idk what i'm saying anymore but. i'm just overwhelmed oh my god#I SHOULD PROBABLY LET MYSELF REST PROPERLY EVEN FOR A BIT BCS THAT'S NECESSARY BUT#oh my god hdfjaksldfjsd when i think of how i cld always make better use of my time i can't let myself rest properly#it's not just. taking time off doing stuff that's rest. it's also resting the mind bcs i can't. goddamn rest. w my mind like this#most of the time when i do things i srs can't help but think of how i cld always improve or do better#stuff that r more.. creative? idk but like less than school assignments or. achievements in video games#while that gives me a sense of satisfaction i want to sort of 'complete' everything#thinking of stories n what they mean to me n only me comforts me more bcs there's no true right or wrong w them#just.. me. that sort of freedom n escape from those systems or wtvr that drain me so much#either way i still perform well enough BUT ITS SO DRAINING I SHLD STOP THO BCS I HAVE SMTH TO DO AAAAA#i'll fix myself later. i cld say that better bcs it's not like there's exactly smth 'wrong' with me? idk i'm not sure#tbf emotions r Irrational n human so all in all i'm being too harsh on myself but still hfkdajfklsdfj#life's just. so complex. its depth is so. yh. oh my god that said though i do have to do some school stuff rn so i'll put this away for now
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#🌙.rambles#i was thinking abt this as well like 2 hours ago idk but i got distracted as well#i wna write these thoughts down tho before i sleep yeah ><#i'll work more on my original characters n story in these coming days bcs i have more inspo n motivation again#i'd love to incorporate ideas i've had over time#two years ago i had ideas relating to kingdoms ( prince ) & angels#some ideas i have now have inspo from ffxiv with the source & its reflections#as well as nier reincarnation w those uhh memory stuff? i can't rmber what it's called#n dreams i've had at night#meaning apocalyptic stuff#& ofc put tropes i like! n ship dynamics#star-crossed / childhood friends / destined kinda stuff yeahh#challenge morality in the story as well#lifetimes and remembrance. i want to also put smth about perfection and idealism#n w my favorite words and quotes#such as noctivagus meaning 'night-wandering' / illunis meaning 'moonless' stuff like that. i wna incorporate that in the story#before artem evolved to who he is rn he used to be named 'caelum'. heaven#hecate / melinoe / atlas are some names that i'd like to give especially important characters hmmm#help it's 5:20 am .#i'm gna sleep now i can think another timeee
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